I am not positive right now. I am trying but it is so hard. A few things I have had problems with in the past couple of months I have come to terms with and I am over it! Finally. Took me almost 6 months, but I am over it. I mean I will still have issues but I have over come the biggest one. Now its over coming the cutbacks. Like major money cut backs. Even with the extra payday last month we are still either going to barely make it or be short. It is hard to tell due to the fact I don't know whether with Shawn's hourly cut backs if there is and income cutback too. I was prepared for shawns cut back but not thinking that he was going to go from 40 hrs to 15.... um hello we have a family? we live off that money... I was expecting like him working like 25 hrs... that would be ok we could deal with that ... but over half of his hours gone along with a large chunk of our monthly income. Then I wasn't prepared for my hours to be cut.... Um not happy. i feel like i keep getting the raw end of the deal... I am working my ass off to keep my job and fighting for my hours and yet i still keep losing in some aspect. I am looking for other jobs but there are not very many jobs for me out there right now. we were just getting our budget going and BAM! this happens . I want to be able to buy a house this year but the more and more i think about it i feel like we aren't going to be able to . due to the fact that me and shawn keep getting screwed by our jobs. I want this year to go well but when the year starts off with both of us getting our hours cut and our income cut majorly how can i think or feel positive about that. At first i was excited that me and shawn would get more time together. but so far nothing good has come of it. We've been sick.... had to pull shawns teeth to get him to go on a sem-i date with me. I thought by not 2 weeks into the month that i would have my apartment clean and stuff. But no i've been tired, uninspired and sick. So for 2011 is not a happy start. Hopefully I can get it to turn around. Caspian will be one is a little over 2 weeks ... Maybe the will be the happy start to the new year!
Thursday, January 13, 2011
Not Positive...
I am not positive right now. I am trying but it is so hard. A few things I have had problems with in the past couple of months I have come to terms with and I am over it! Finally. Took me almost 6 months, but I am over it. I mean I will still have issues but I have over come the biggest one. Now its over coming the cutbacks. Like major money cut backs. Even with the extra payday last month we are still either going to barely make it or be short. It is hard to tell due to the fact I don't know whether with Shawn's hourly cut backs if there is and income cutback too. I was prepared for shawns cut back but not thinking that he was going to go from 40 hrs to 15.... um hello we have a family? we live off that money... I was expecting like him working like 25 hrs... that would be ok we could deal with that ... but over half of his hours gone along with a large chunk of our monthly income. Then I wasn't prepared for my hours to be cut.... Um not happy. i feel like i keep getting the raw end of the deal... I am working my ass off to keep my job and fighting for my hours and yet i still keep losing in some aspect. I am looking for other jobs but there are not very many jobs for me out there right now. we were just getting our budget going and BAM! this happens . I want to be able to buy a house this year but the more and more i think about it i feel like we aren't going to be able to . due to the fact that me and shawn keep getting screwed by our jobs. I want this year to go well but when the year starts off with both of us getting our hours cut and our income cut majorly how can i think or feel positive about that. At first i was excited that me and shawn would get more time together. but so far nothing good has come of it. We've been sick.... had to pull shawns teeth to get him to go on a sem-i date with me. I thought by not 2 weeks into the month that i would have my apartment clean and stuff. But no i've been tired, uninspired and sick. So for 2011 is not a happy start. Hopefully I can get it to turn around. Caspian will be one is a little over 2 weeks ... Maybe the will be the happy start to the new year!
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