I didn't love at first sight. But you were a friend, then you became my best friend. And my best friend became my love. And now you are my husband. And I wouldn't change anything for the world. You might frustrate me or make me so mad, but at the end of the day I love you. And before we found out we were expecting was some of the best days ever.
And then we found out that 2 would become 3. I wasn't expecting to expect. It threw me off . I was a bundle of emotions. But I wouldn't change a thing. We were planning our wedding and starting our life together. What better way to do that then add a bundle of joy into our life.
Almost half way threw the pregnancy you became my husband. It was hard to adjust that it wasn't going to be just you and me anymore. I was sorta being selfish by just wanting it to be me and you for a long long time. But we only had a couple more months. Now that Caspian is here I wouldn't go back and do anything differently. God had a plan and everything has fallen into the right place. You and me together forever and Caspian as well.
He came into this world and changed how I view life. Everything revolves around me taking care of them . Making sure that we are all happy. And at times it might be stressful, and i might be tired, or mad , or sad but I will not no matter what happens love my boys. I regret ever thinking that I might not want to have Caspian. Caspian I love you! And Shawn you are my rock, you hold me up when i feel like i am going to fall. I love you too!
I couldn't ask for a better set of boys. My family is the greatest thing in my life and I want the world to know. Sometimes i have a hard time showing it. So i'm just reminding you that I do love you. And reminding myself that when times are tough that you guys are here to love me too.
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