Neglect

Ode I have neglected you. Life is crazy and I've needed to talk. But sometimes there just isn't any time. In the past month things have been hard. I didn'tget the position at work that I wanted. Still trying to deal with that still and it is hard. Then after that things just seemed to be all over the board. The things that go on in life that are difficult are not things that you grow up getting prepared for. Man life can dish it out. Lately it just seems if its not one thing its another . And in the past month since I have last written I had 3 awesome days Sept. 12-14th . All the others were either okay or bad .. and I had one awful day the 15th was the worst day i have had in a while. Almost lost my iPod( it works so far we will just have to wait and see), just got my ass kicked at work, and all was crazy. I'm on my 6th day straight of work and from from Tuesday to today I have worked 48.5 hours, plus I still have today to work. I so can not wait for tomorrow. I am going to be so lazy. Just trying to figure things out and get things going in the right direction.