Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Thanks!

As the final day of November has arrived , I am still puzzled at where the last couple months have disappeared to. I feel like yesterday was August and we are now approaching December. I never understood how time flies but let me tell you it flies. The holidays bring a bit of extra flying time with it. As one date arrives and the others right around the corner. Since Thanksgiving has just been here . I have wanted to post thanks. Due to work and a crazy weekend following Thanksgiving it has taken me till today to post.

It has been one tough year. Having a kid ,dealing with finances and work. As well as juggling a relationship on the mere few hours we get to spend together in the week, is far more difficult than imagined. But here is what i am thankful for:

~ My husband! If it wasn't for Shawn there would be a lot of things I would of never been able to do. He is always there when I need him. And it is hard for the both of us that we do not get to spend much time together, but the time spent together is cherished.
~Caspian! Caspian has changed my world and flipped it up side down. I would do anything for him and so glad God has blessed me with him.
~Both of My families- biological and married into family. If it wasn't for all of my family I would have such a hard time. Thank you Mom, dad, Caitlin, Bre, Mandy, Ali, Frank, Courey, Sharon and Family,Grandma Marlene, and everyone else too.
~Home, I am so thankful that my family has a apartment to call home. I know that so many people are struggling financially (so are we) and might not be able to have a home of there own. I am so glad that we can fight to keep ours.
~My job. I am still struggling with the previous change at work . And still having a hard time couping with it. But I thank God everyday for giving me this job when he did and that i still have it now. the only job i've held this long. 2 yrs 2 weeks and counting.
~ Mops! Let me tell you that in the few months i have attended . I have met some great ladies and hope to make some lasting friendships. It is just great to have a place where i can relax.

I am sure there are things that i have left off. But for now off the top of my head these are the most important. Above all of those I am Thankful for God. I am trying hard to get back in to the swing of things with God. I have been off this track for a long time, but i want Caspian to know the Lord and see it as an important step. I am excited to see the holiday coming , and just around the corner is Caspian's 1st birthday... But that is another blog. Thanks for everything!

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

A Cycle

I have recently discovered that i have a cycle.... The weekends im like a zombie i feel dead and, nothing gets done around the house and everything gets messy again after i spent the whole week cleaning it up. It so annoying. I work so hard to get it to where i want it for it just to get back to where i don't want it in just a few mer days. With the holidays coming up it just makes everything so much more difficult. I just hope that i will be able to find a balance soon. I am getting tired of trying so hard for it to go no where... In other news in the last week caspian has started walk, and his cousin santino came to visit from germany. I am excited about the holidays. Just hope everything goes well with work and the holidays... I can get stressful and over work you.... well off to clean.