A Cycle

I have recently discovered that i have a cycle.... The weekends im like a zombie i feel dead and, nothing gets done around the house and everything gets messy again after i spent the whole week cleaning it up. It so annoying. I work so hard to get it to where i want it for it just to get back to where i don't want it in just a few mer days. With the holidays coming up it just makes everything so much more difficult. I just hope that i will be able to find a balance soon. I am getting tired of trying so hard for it to go no where... In other news in the last week caspian has started walk, and his cousin santino came to visit from germany. I am excited about the holidays. Just hope everything goes well with work and the holidays... I can get stressful and over work you.... well off to clean.