I know that i need to be sleeping ... I try hard to get to the bed.... early. but that rarely happens .. one am is when i usually plop into bed... and sometimes thats not even when i get to sleep..last night for example... i know i'm supposed to be sleeping .... i'm tired... i just can't quit get to sleep. There is always so much on my mind... awake or asleep... Though i did sleep well last night , because caspian slept well, I don't expect it to happen again anytime soon..
I'm so ocd when i'm thinking... writing or verbally saying things ... the sentences never complete themselves and i stop the thought in the middle of a sentence and well have to remember where i left off. I am to young to be so forgetful already.
I am sad ... and excited in the same instance.... Excited because shawn finally got the job promotion at work... which leads to a pay raise that will help us out alot... but i am sad because out days are now going to consist of switching drivers of the car... he will get off at 2 by the time he gets home i will be having to leave for work . We only get 2 half days together and one full one.. but we are both so tired that we dont get to do much or we just do what needs to get done around the house.
Sometimes i just can't stop typing ... its like verbal continuation of something i can't stop... I am not excited that summer is here ... where is Sept 23rd..... I guess with a blink of an eye it will be here. I can't wait till fall....
The wedding seems like so long ago.... Happy last fall... there is so much going on in my head i could write so much more... but i cut myself off here so that i can spend the little time i can with my husband.... todays entry not so simple
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